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ABOUT YOU

whats your name ? :
Sarah

do you like your name? :
Not really, no.

what grade are you in ? :
I graduated.

how old are you ? :
18

when/where were you born? :
February 26, 1991/Kamloops

do you like where you are in life right now ? :
It's not bad.

FAVOURITE

colour :
Black.

dinner food :
Pizza, I guess.

breakfast food :
French toast or Reese's Puffs cereal.

fruit:
Cherries.

vegetable :
Cucumber.

candy:
Cherry Blasters.

physical activity :
Walking?

LOVER

name :
Jesse

age:
26

are they younger or older than you ? :
Older

how long have you been with them ?:
Uh, I'm not sure.

what do you like about them ? :
Everything.

are you always there for them ? :
I hope so.

are they always there for you ? :
Mhmm.

fight recently ? :
What is recently?

why? :
Why what?

Are you in love with them ? :
Sure am.

how'd you meet? :
At a show at the Grantham via Chantelle.

do they feel the same as you do about them ? :
I sure hope so.

why are you with them ? :
Why wouldn't I be with him?

what colour of hair?
Brown and gray. Hehehe! <3


FOUR

name four people you trust the most :
- Jesse
- Chantelle
- Beth
- Maggi

how many boys?
One

how many girls?
Three

why did you pick the first one first? :
Because he's lovely.

what makes you trust those four ? :
Because they've proven that I can.

is one of them your best friend ? :
I don't have a best friend.

do they all go to your school ? :
None of us go to school.

if one of them died, what would you do ? :
Gah! I would be devastated!

if one was in the hospital, would you visit ? :
Obviously.

have you ever cried over one of these people ? : .
Mhmm.

if you got backstabbed by one , would you ever trust them again ? : .
It depends on the situation.

have you kissed one? :
Sure have!

was it good? :
You bet.

MUSIC

are you listening to music right now ? :
Of course.

what song ? :
The Hermit - Fondlecorpse

what is your favourite song ? :
I have a lot of those.

what song represents your love life ? :
Fucked, Stabbed and Eaten - Fondlecorpse. Obviously.

favourite lyric? :
Of what song?

favourite band? :
Opeth.

did/do you own an ipod? :
I do.

what colour ? :
Silver.

what kind of music do you listen to ? :
Pretty much everything. Mostly metal and classical though.

has your music style changed recently ? :
It always does.

PARENTS

moms name:
Michelle.

dads name:
John

step-mom:
None.

step-dad:
Tim. Ex-step-dad.

do you live with both parents ? :
Nope. If I did, would I have a step-dad?

if not, who do you live with more ? :
I live with my mom. All the time.

do you like it there? :
No, not really.


SLEEPING

where do you normally sleep ? :
On the couch or in my bed.

did you have a dream lastnight? : .
Mhmm.

what was it about ? :
I probably shouldn't say.

what was your favourite dream ? :
The ones where people aren't trying to kill me.

what was your scariest dream ? :
The ones where people are trying to kill me, or there are aliens, or the other scary ones.

what was your funniest dream ? :
I don't think I have funny dreams.

what was your weirdest dream ? :
There have been LOTS of those.

do you like to sleep ? :
Not particularly.

night/day/both ? :
What?

what colour are your sheets?:
Red.


RANDOM

what colour is your toothbrush ? :
Purple

what kind is it? :
A brushing kind.

do you brush your teeth upstairs, or downstairs? :
Uh, I brush them in the bathroom.

what toothpaste do you use? :
Whatever's there.

do you use mouthwash ? :
Sometimes.

what colour are your nails? :
They are without polish at the moment.

do you have any jewlery on ? :
Sure do.

what are your teachers names?:
I don't have teachers anymore.

what is your favourite subject ? :
Bio, History, Comp Civ, Lit, Band, Musical Theater, Video Pro, etc.

what subject do you do best in ? :
Band, Musical Theater

are you doing good in school now? :
I'm not in school anymore.

who`s your favourite teacher/s? :
Ringstead, Cassidy, Vining, Lang, McMonagle

do you like school ? :
I did.

do you have your own “posse” ? :
Uh, no.

are you popular? :
Nope.

who is? :
John Le, Walter Parsons, Sean Anderson.

if you`re not .. do you hate the popular? :
No, I'm friends with all three of those guys, actually.

what school do you go to ? :
I don't go to school. I WENT to Carihi.

are you in highschool ? :
I was, but then I graduated.

are you happy im done? :
...what?

did you like this note? :
No. No, I did not.

279.

The red in my hair has been washing out lately. Now my hair is this odd combination of blue, red and purple. Not in a bad way though. I think it looks pretty cool.

I AM SO BORED. Sometimes I wish people didn't need sleep.

278.

So, apparently I'm not going to be drinking with anyone but Jesse anymore. I guess it's for the best though. I don't want to do anymore stupid things and risk fucking all this up. I have a knack for doing things like that.

On another note: Tegan and Sara are lovely. Their new stuff is better than their old stuff by far.

277.

Ahaha, Wyatt's too chill for his own good. I love that kid.

I am chillin' at Holly's. We are supposed to be going on an intensely epic Victoria adventure this weekend. Well, we're supposed to be leaving on Thursday and then returning on Monday. I'm excited. :]

And now for something completely different:

Jesse's amazing and I'm very very keen on him.

276.

Mmm, red hair, baby.

Uh, so yeah. I'm pretty sure that over the years I've developed some sort of a guilt complex or something. I almost constantly feel like I'm doing something wrong even when I'm really not. I'm going to blame this on my mom. As per the norm.

Now, that aside (because no one wants to hear about someone else's problems) I'm supposed to be going to the beach tonight to hang out with some rather groovy pals. Maggi, Keshia, Lisa, etc. Stoked.

Oh! Fondlecorpse! It has been too long since I've listened to them. Oh, god, did I ever miss death metal. Mmmmmm!!!!

275.

I'm dying my hair at five in the morning. This is exciting! Seriously though, I bleached it first, but to my dismay, it only made my roots really blonde and the rest of my hair a lighter blue-green. I was worried that it would fuck up the red which I've just done. My hair is still wet from washing out the red, but from what I can see, it looks like it'll be fine! I'm pleased.

Tonight Ky's supposed to be throwing a beach party. It should be pretty fun. It kind of sucks that Jesse won't be able to come though. Stupid work. Who needs it.

Oddly enough, that reminds me. Holly, Dale, Chantelle, Jake, Jesse, and I need to have our Bodacious Bubble Tea Buddy day soon! After that we'll have an Amazingly Awesome Animal Cracker Amigos day. Both of these adventures will be swell. I'm stoked.

274.

Mmm, CocoRosie...

Once again I've got that weird craving for a new piercing. I just wish that we had a better piercing place in Campbell River. Oh, well, Courtenay it is. I'll just have to pick a good day to hitch hike down there.

I think I'm going to dip into that money I got from the Film Commission. I mean, they gave it to me with no strings attached and I did complete twelve years of bullshit to get it. Hmm, I think I deserve at least a portion of it. Maybe I'll do that today. I should actually make a list of things I want to get though. So that I don't just randomly blow a bunch of money on nothing.

273.

Problem solved! :]

Now, for The Cosmic Tea Party! Fuck, I hate waiting around for Andy. He's always late. /shakes fist.

Anyway, as soon as he's here, we can head to Pinecrest. I'm so stoked. Fuck yes.

272.

Where is my mind?

271.

Do you ever have those days where no matter how many ways you run through a scenario it always turns out badly and you end up walking around with a horrible sunken feeling throughout your entire body because you're so sure that you've fucked up horribly? This is one of those days.

270.

You know what I shouldn't do anymore? Make drunken blog posts. Ugh, self-pity for the lose.

ANYWAY, I've been having a relatively dandy time the past few days. I've been out and about meeting people, convening with old friends, etc. Oh! I'm so excited! Jesse Stewart has come back to Campbell River! I've missed him a lot! He brought his girlfriend with him. I was apprehensive about that at first because I've heard from one demented little bird that she was really annoying and a bitch and stuff, but, oh man, was that little bird ever wrong. I commend Jesse's choice in ladyfriends.

On another note, tonight is the night of The Cosmic Tea Party. I'm pretty excited. I'm going to make sammiches! I hope all goes well.

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268.

If only I was a lot cuter. Then I wouldn't have to worry about being replaced. Fuck. My. Life. :(

267.

You know what's even better than shorts? Shorts with an Imperial Storm Trooper drawn on them. You know what's even better than shorts with an Imperial Storm Trooper drawn on them? Wearing shorts with an Imperial Storm Trooper drawn on them. I'm wearing them right now. They make me happy. Mmm, Star Wars.

266.

You know what? I think I'm actually going to go buy a diary. I think it'd be a good idea. Of course, I'll always keep it close at hand so that I actually use it. Hmm, maybe I should do this today. If Zack doesn't call soon, that is.

Oh, yeah, I'm supposed to hang out with Zack McIsaac today. He said to be online at one so that we could make plans and we made a deal not to ditch one another, but it's currently 1:41 pm and he's still not online so I think I'll wait until two and then make other plans.

265.

Hmm, well, at some point last week Holly, Jesse, Dale and I went and bought pizza and green cups and had a picnic at the Foreshore. We became Pizza Picnic Party Pals. It was very lovely. After that we went to the lake and Dale and I found where he buried his cats in the pet cemetery. After the lake, we went back to Holly's, lounged about on the grass, and then went and bought a flat of Bull Max and went to meet some people at Cedar School. We were bustling about having a lovely time and then all of the sudden, a cop showed up and made us dump out the booze. All of it. Seventeen beer. It was tragic. I managed to be sneaky like a fox and slip one in my bag without him seeing. After that we migrated a bit and tried to decide what to do. We ended up deciding to go to Lupine to buy some weed. When we got there, Lupine was pretty hammered and said that we could have the 2-6 in his fridge/freezer. There wasn't one in there, but he did give us the rest of his beer. Eventually he ended up asking us to hit him in the face with this pink, plastic baseball bat. I did three times. It was all very exciting. After Lupine's we wandered back over to Cedar and got stoned. For some reason people kept walking past and being dicks to us for no reason even though there were six of us and, usually, only two of them. Anyway, after a few hours Jesse and I went to Wyatt's with him and Abby and watched Pom Poko. After a few minutes Wyatt and Abby went to bed. Jesse and I didn't get much sleeping done.

264.

Ugh, it has been so long since I've blogged. Most people probably don't think of that as a big deal or anything, but to me it's kind of like I've voluntarily erased a portion of my life. I've got to stop doing that. Plus, I forget to write very important things down such as Jesse asking if I "want 2 d8" and me saying, "Okay!". Yes, that is something worth noting.